I have a word from the Lord for YOU.
God says this: "Call a Spade a Spade."
If you need the meaning it is this - - "Call SIN - - Sin.
Call a HABIT a habit, Call an ADDICTION an addiction."
If you do not know Jesus as your Savior, it is time to receive Him into your Life. Confess your sins and ask Jesus into your life.
You do know that when a person accepts Jesus into their heart, the Bible says they ARE a NEW Creature and OLD things are past away and all is become NEW.
Reminder we are NOT Sinners saved by Grace - -
Yes we WERE a sinner but now we are saved by Grace.